well, for those of you who didn't get the update...i just got back last night around 7(ish) in the evening. back from where? well, i'm still processing that myself. i just spent a week at the san diego psych clinic. one flew over the cookoo's nest? kinda. and in a lot of ways yes. i still don't really know where to begin except to say: I'm glad i'm not there anymore and i'm still adjusting to the meds. so it turns out i have a chemical imbalance or something like it...which won't surprise anyone, except it totally shook me up. all this to say: i'm okay, and i love you all...but i'm not quite ready to "delve" into all that went down. it was chaotic and weird, mostly like a dream...but now i'm close to my first full day being over, with out any major bumps. thanks for your contiued prayers. please be in prayer especially for my amazing fiance´ justin...he's obviously been turned upside down during this process...my "breakdown" (meh, what else could i possibly call it?) happened just after he proposed. i can't begin to express how amazing he has been during this process, and i know that he'll be okay, because the L_rd will keep him. i just wish things had worked out differently. to quote my darling sister friend stina "what's a girl to do?" welp, i guess i just need to pray that G-d is leading us through this season of change. i know He is, i just worry a bit...so, peace be upon anyone who see this...but thatnks for understanding that right now what i need is a little time to process. i love ya'll. shalom.
talk to you soon, katie jean